under the stones, water, and time are the words of god.

i made a trip to Utah. to see friends and confess i had a pure longing for some one special. i came back with friends that turned out to be amazing. although my feelings of longing were not accepted. i know that in my heart they were pure. that for me, is good enough. i now know who i need to be. especially for the woman i will be with. i have known for awhile, but i didn't in the past. but i will make the best of what i have and will have. i realized on the plane ride back something that i will carry with me forever. i promise to my heavenly father that i will do my best from now on.
as i took off from Salt Lake the plane hit a ton of turbulence. finally the plane banked to onside very violently. if you can imagine the planes wings being on a 90 to 90 degree angle it must have banked to the right on a 110 to 70. it soon corrected itself but banked to the left then straight down. soon everyone was nervous. we had a bumpy ride the whole way their. now through many things in my life i have notice it took a long hard road to be blessed. from having my family learn the gospel. my mission call, my service in the marines, to finding someone to marry. all the way to the greatest gift of returning home to my heavenly father. it maybe a bumpy hard ride, it may even bank violently. scare or even bring you to feel horrible about yourself. it maybe long hard and disappointing. but the joys of getting to where you want to be or even back home to eternal salvation. it will be worth it.