winning

today i put my knowledge of the gospel into work. with help from the lord. i had 2 letters in the mail today. one from my mission president, the other from the VA. both shined the light on my future. possibilities of what may come in my life are great. i will be paid in full for my tuition, housing, and books. even though i'm not with the person i feel so strongly for, life goes on. i finally got time to do something i wanted to do for along time. i watched a movie i've wanted to see for so long. it was not like i read, but still the movie was better than i could imagine. at any rate this is how i have always pictured married life without kids to be like

oh how beautiful life is when you are in love. no matter if the person is accepting, unknowing, or totally immersed as you are.